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broken crayons still color

I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Psalm 139:14

Part of New Day’s Summer Series and featuring guest blogger Ebony Moore.

 

Crayons are pretty simplistic. Wax, combined with dye, wrapped in paper of the same color as the dye. What you can do with crayons, however, is a thing of wonder. Things are made beautiful with crayons. Something that might otherwise appear lifeless takes on a completely different persona when treated with the colors that are transferred by the crayons. Children delight in using crayons to color within (or outside of) the lines of their coloring books. Artists have used crayons to fashion masterpieces on canvas and paper alike. There is an entire industry built around this simple object.

I remember coloring with crayons as a little girl. I specifically remember trying to meticulously stay within the lines, fiercely concentrating on whatever it was that I was coloring at the moment. In my concentration, I recall wanting to make some colored areas darker than others. This required that I bear down on the crayon harder, and almost always resulted in me breaking the crayon in two. In this act, another wonder of the crayon surfaced. You see, many things must be discarded after they’re broken. They can’t be glued, or sewn or taped back together. They are of no use, and are thusly relegated to the trash. But not crayons. Crayons are awesome. Because even when broken…

Crayons still color beautifully.

The color is just as vibrant and spectacular when the crayon is in two pieces as it was when it was whole.

Pause for a moment and consider that.

Broken crayons still color—beautifully.

It’s the same with us. Many of us have been broken or are currently in a place of brokenness. You may think that your brokenness makes you useless, damaged goods, fit only to be thrown away. You couldn’t be more wrong. You see, just like a broken crayon, we are still of use. We still possess gifts, talents, and acuities that God desires to use to beautify his Kingdom.

Consider the words of Psalm 139: 13-16 (NKJV, emphasis mine):

13 For You formed my inward parts; You covered me in my mother’s womb.
14 I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Marvelous are Your works, And that my soul knows very well.
15 My frame was not hidden from You, When I was made in secret, And skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the earth.
16 Your eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed. And in Your book they all were written, The days fashioned for me,When as yet there were none of them.

What a powerful thing to consider. You are fearfully and wonderfully made. You were skillfully fashioned by the One who created all; made in His image and likeness. You are a thing of substance. You are a thing of beauty. Even and ESPECIALLY in your brokenness. It’s time to take your place in the Kingdom. Your brokenness doesn’t disqualify you. It positions you to be fit for the Master’s use. The enemy’s perceived trash becomes treasure in the hands of an almighty God.

You are His treasure. And you color beautifully!

 

Ebony Moore is a believer, mother, poet, and thinker. And a sister in Christ. You can find her blogging at Something New Every Day: https://somethingneweveryday269.wordpress.com/about/

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in an instant . . .

The heart of man plans his way, but the Lord establishes his steps. Proverbs 16:9

So far, this year has seen its share of unexpectancies. I didn’t think I’d start the year still in pain from sciatica. Its December onset was sudden, but after a spinal steroid injection earlier this month, so was its end. Just like that.

At the writing of this post, my mom is just home from the hospital after being in ICU as a result of a fall and a very hard hit to her head. One minute she was fine, and the next, was headed to ER by ambulance. Never saw it coming.

As part of my work line, I’d offered my nonprofit support services in a temporary role to a certain department at my alma mater. I’d expected to be there just over a month, but out of the blue, that temporary situation changed, and it looks like I’ll be staying on long-term. When God says . . .

My point? YOU NEVER KNOW. In an instant, life can change. Or so it seems. In His infinite wisdom, God is constantly, perfectly, at work. He orders, opens, closes, establishes, all as He sees fit. We can always trust His hand to call it all to be.

Instantly and suddenly are His way, but great is the Lord constantly, and that’s fine with me.

In what way have you seen the Lord work a “suddenly” in your life?

what’s stopping you?

No weapon that is fashioned against you shall succeed . . . Isaiah 54:17 ESV

What’s on your heart to be or do? What’s been tugging at you, ringing in your soul, keeping you up at night? What can’t you stop thinking about?

I can look back over my life and see times where I, by His grace, didn’t shy away from challenges or new experiences or “stepping out on faith,” as we like to say . . .

>When the opportunity presented itself for me to join my high school chorus on a European tour, I wanted to go, and with financial support, I went. I’d never flown before that trip.

>When I was inspired to start my own magazine a few years after graduating college, I did it. I was the founder of something. PRAISE!Magazine was published for seven years.

>When the Lord needed to do some “uncovering” work in me, showing me all my trifling, immature ways, I let Him. It wasn’t easy or pretty, and it continues. But I surrendered and let Him. I needed to. Had to.

>And when the vision came for the Melchee Johnson | New Day work line . . . well, let me tell you how fast I picked up that assignment. Real fast. And I didn’t question God, nor was I afraid. And here I am in it almost a year later.

What’s the point here? Many of you have stirrings and callings for serving, ministry, business and more, but are putting things off, things you know you should be doing. You’re putting off changing your mindsets and attitudes and dispositions, ways you know you should be walking in.

The excuses? My favorites:

I am who I am, I’m not changing. Yeh, that’s true. I call it stubborn.

I’m too busy. Yep, and distracted. Trying to be Superman or Superwoman. Get off it. You’re not.

I like my life just the way it is. Ok then. Great. That’s being selfish. Could be helping somebody. But you’re too busy, remember? With you?

It’s really time for us to just grow up and stop all the foolishness. We need to drop the pride and settle ourselves in God and His way. Then and only then will our lives be what they’re meant to be. Our attention will be given to the right things, and we’ll answer the tug in our hearts and accept the call for the work He wants us to do. And foremost, we’ll become and live as His children. The being will be it.

What are you waiting on? What’s holding you back? If God has knocked, why haven’t you answered?

I’m a child of the Most High. I live, move, and have my being in Him. My work line, this blog, my prayers, the books I edit–it’s all to help point you in that direction, too. I’m by no means perfect at it, certainly and often missing the mark in my own walk. But I know what’s in my heart. I know Who’s in my heart.

When He invites you to a lifestyle of full-time faith, open the door. When He gives you an assignment, take it. Let all this other stuff GO. Don’t be afraid.

I double-dog dare you on all this. No, let’s make that a triple-dog dare. I triple-dog dare you to be bold enough to say yes . . .